Sleepy Sunday

Good morning!

Well, good morning for me, and good afternoon for everyone else since I accidentally slept in until 11:30 am. After waking up at 8:30 am yesterday, I didn't think I'd need to set an alarm, but apparently this morning I did! I had 11.5 hours sleep, how ridiculous. Now I feel like I've had too much sleep, and I'll be eating my dinner at about 9:45 pm due to my 5 hour meal gaps. Given that one of the rules is that you have to eat your last meal before 9 pm, I've made a booboo again!!

Well, I suppose I should focus on the positives. For 10 days now I've not drank any alcohol, had any sugar, milk, sauces in my food, or meals of the size that you don't look at and think, 'is that all!?' I'm getting used to it now, but as an example, check out my breakfast in the photo above. 1 poached egg with 1 mushroom and some spinach. No toast, no bacon, no more-than-one mushroom! But it will be worth it in the end.

Hope you are all having a great weekend,

M. x

Cohen's Diet Weigh In; Week 1.

Woo hoo!!!! I lost 3.8 kg! :)

I am absolutely stoked and pretty proud of myself for sticking to it so well.

Lessons Learnt so far:
- I have trouble drinking all my water on the weekends so I have to get started early or take water with me when I go out.
- Mango smoothies for breakfast are awesome!
- Sometimes I forget to eat my 5th cracker as I am only allowed 2 at a time and I tend to eat them at morning/afternoon tea and forget the last one.
- I actually can sit infront of junk and not eat it.
- I have to be careful about putting food in my mouth without thinking.

- Vitamin B6 makes you hungry.

I learnt that last one when I asked my consultant if I could have berocca. I figured I could since it was artificially sweetened, and she said no because it had too much vitamin B6 in it and it would make me hungry. I asked if I could have it if I could put up with the hunger and she said yes. :)

As for the watching what I put in my mouth thing, the amount of times I was cutting up celery (or whatever) and went to eat the part that I cut off as I was weighing it was astonishing. I also found it hard avoiding the skittles on the desk next to me. I think I am attracted by bright colours! I kept going to grab one.

We had a staff meeting at work yesterday and I was offered a blackforest tim tam. I thought it was bad enough that there was a packet on the table until somebody walked into the meeting with a huge deluxe packet of chocolate biscuits including normal tim tams, mint slices, and about 3 other types of chocolate biscuits. At one point they were so close to me I could smell them, which was not helpful. But I am pleased to say that I politely declined, even though they smelt amazing. I have also been asked to stay back and have a glass of wine by my bosses twice this week, so I have done very well.

I think I am just amazed that I stuck to it so well. Now for the hard part, keeping it up when the weight loss slows down! I'm only going to blog on weigh in days and when the mood strikes me from now on, so I will let you know how things go!!!

M. x

One Day until Weigh In

Getting excited ....

Weigh in tomorrow. I can't wait.

I am feeling totally empowered by how well I have done. I have not missed drinking or anything. I'm not even thinking about food. I used to think about McDonalds every time I drove home from work because there is one about 500m from my house. Literally. There is actually a laneway connecting my house to Maccas. But I haven't thought about it other than to think that I haven't thought of it. Normally when I go on a diet (which is about once a week), all I can think about is McDonalds or the BWS across the road from it. Or the pizza shop about 400m in the other direction. But not anymore!!

On that note, my darling Angela recommended a book to me that she said made the difference for her and her relationship with food. It is called, 'Women, Food and God,' and is written by Geneen Roth. I went and bought it and am up to Chapter 3, so far it is resonating nicely. Feel free to make any additional comments below, Ange!

I am just so excited. 2 weeks ago I was feeling very ready and determined to do this, but now I actually know that I can do it. I can feel the weight slipping off and my tummy flattening a bit, and it is thrilling.

Stay tuned for the big weigh in tomorrow!

M. x

Oopsy Daisy!

I made my first booboo!!!! I miscalculated my lunch time and ate an hour early. I was thinking, 'Wow, I made it to lunch with just one cracker in between, it's a miracle!!' I didn't realise until I was calculating my dinner time and it was the same time as when I get up early during the week. Oops. 'What does this mean?', I hear you ask. Apparently, the Human Growth Hormone can only do it's work efficiently (ridding me of my fat) when there is only one protein in my system. Proteins take five hours to clear the system (hence needing to wait 5 hours between meals) and so there was one hour where the proteins were overlapping. I don't think it will do too much damage, but it was still a mistake. They say that one mistake can set you back a week on the program, but I don't think this is one of those mistakes. I think they more mean if you eat something you're not meant to eat, like chocolate. Anyhoo... that's more than enough thinking about chocolate.

Another thing that I am finding strange and difficult about this diet is that you can't eat extra vegies. Whenever I've done Weight Watchers, I've always used celery to sustain me between meals. One of my most helpful past diet strategies has been to have a bag of washed and cut up celery sticks in the fridge to munch on whenever hunger strikes. The fact that I have to weigh my vegetables and can't just snack on a stick of celery between meals baffles me. However, I am determined to do this diet with integrity, i.e., do it the way it was designed to be done, and not the 'Melanie's version', which would no doubt include celery sticks and the odd glass of champagne... and probably a few other things!

Everyone usually gets a headache over the first few days of this diet, but I can't really comment on that because I've had a headache for about 2 weeks, I suspect from emotional stress. That probably made it a little easier to ignore, which is helpful. And on the note of my helpful headache, I shall sign off!

M. x

Cohen's Diet; Day 3.

Wow. This is going so much better than I thought it would. Apart from the fact I am hungry long before I am allowed to eat next, I am doing OK.

I also thought I would have trouble not drinking, but I am pleased to say (and yes, I know it is only Day 3), that I haven't had any trouble yet. I have some bottles of Diet Dry Ginger Ale in the fridge and so I have one when I get home and I haven't even thought about having a glass of wine or anything else alcoholic.

Friday (Day 2) was also easier than I thought. I had cauliflower cheese for breakfast, chicken salad for lunch and curried beef and vegetables for dinner. I also dodged some big bullets. Friday mornings at work are a big, social morning tea. People bring food in (and by food, I mean chocolate, biscuits, cakes, muffins, etc...) and we all sit around a table and eat it. I took a cup of black tea and went and sat at the table and wasn't overly tempted by anything. The muffins looked great, as did the starburst babies, but it made me realise how easy it would be to 'accidentally' deviate from my diet when I am at work. There is always food on the table and I walk past it multiple times a day. Just absent-mindedly grabbing a starburst baby on my way past the table like I would normally would throw out my blood sugar entirely! Home is easy because there is nothing here that I can't eat, but I am going to have to pay attention at work.

I realised today that I am also going to have to be careful with sleep-ins on the weekends. I slept in and had breakfast (omelette) at 10:30 am, which means lunch (beef salad) was at 3:30 pm, and dinner (prawn and bok choy soup) at 8:30 pm. I am not allowed to have my last meal later than 9 pm and so I will have to remember to eat breakfast earlier.

On a self-esteem note, I noticed when I was walking down the hallway at work yesterday (Day 2) that I felt better about myself. Given that it is unlikely that I look any different at this stage, I put it down to the fact that I feel better about myself because I am taking care of myself and doing something that will ultimately make me healthier. Nice to feel a positive change already. On a second self-esteem note, a guy wolf-whistled at me today when he drove past as I was loading my groceries into my car boot. I looked up (trying to be inconspicuous in case he wasn't whistling at me) and he gave me a huge grin and wave and drove off. Felt nice to know somebody finds me attractive at the weight I'm at now, and helped me to remember that I really am doing this for myself and not anyone else.

On that note, I shall sign off. :)

M. x

Cohen's Diet; Day 1.

Well, day 1 down! Here is what I ate:

Breakfast:

1 egg omelette (OMG it was small) with asparagus and mushroom.

Lunch:

Mozzarella with tomato and basil; and
Mozzarella salad with spinach, rocket, mushrooms, cucumber and red onion.

Dinner:
Prawn stir fry with bok choy and zucchini.

Snacks:
5 vitawheats;
Black coffee;
Can of Coke Zero;
Small bottle of diet ginger ale;
a kiwifruit; and
an orange.

I am so glad I made it through day one. The amount of food that has been calculated for me is the precise minimum amount of food that my body needs to function. Well, it certainly was minimum - I am freaking starving!!!!! Waiting 5 hours between meals is very hard, even with a couple of crackers and a piece of fruit in between but it is meant to get easier. *crosses fingers*

On a different and very scary note, Dr Cohen has given me a goal weight of 59-62 kg! Pfft! What the? When I got married I was 76.5 kg, and I thought I looked awesome. I was about 78 kg for 2 years and was pretty happy with that so I had been aiming for about 73 kg, which is near the top of the healthy weight range for my height. Being in the 60s just seems so strange to me, but I guess we will see how we go. I took my measurements and my 'before' photos this evening. I am feeling very inspired after my gorgeous friend, Angela, showed me her before/after photos from her Cohen journey. It is so nice to have some real-life success stories around me. :)

The other thing that is important is that I have to drink 2-3 litres of water a day. This is essential as my fat breaks down and needs to leave my body and is a big part of the diet. As far as I can tell I stuck to my diet 100% today, and even though I am starving I keep telling myself that it will be very worth it when I am skinny!

M. x

And so it begins...

Well, what a week!!

I have had an emotionally draining week and so it was probably for the best that my Cohen's Diet didn't reach me in the mail until this afternoon. I arrived home from the city after an exam at the end of a 3-day work course to find it sticking out of the mailbox. Eager to get started, I grabbed it and rushed straight to the supermarket without even going inside. I returned home with:

- prawns, fish, chicken and veal;
- bok choy, mushrooms, zucchini, asparagus, cucumber, tomatoes and spinach;
- eggs and mozarella;
- coriander and thai basil;
- vitawheats and premium crackers;
- oranges and kiwi fruit;
- coke zero and diet ginger ale; and
- snap lock bags.

I now have a fridge stocked full of food ready for tomorrow. I have emptied my fridge of all non-Cohen food, and disposed of food from the freezer that will not last the 3 months I expect to be on the diet. There were 9 frozen dinners that I have made myself over the past few months (I didn't plan that part very well), so Bella will be indulging in a little home cooking over the next few weeks. Tonight she is eating Aromatic Vietnamese Beef Curry. :)

If I was a good girl then I would go and weigh all of the meat out into labelled snap lock bags for the freezer but I am absolutely exhausted. I think everything has caught up with me and I am exhausted to the point where I have growing pains in my legs! So I am giving myself a break and will weigh it all out tomorrow night.

Tomorrow morning I will weigh in and I will record all of my measurements and take some before shots so that I can compare my sexy 'after shots' with them at the end of this adventure. I am a tad apprehensive about tomorrow and not quite sure how I am going to go with my morning coffee sans milk, but I am sure I will survive.

Wish me luck!!!!

M. x

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